A heartly welcome to all my readers ..
I know I'm writing this new blog after long ..I'm so much thankful to each person reading this.. Grateful because of all your patience..
But trust me ..From this topic (I mentioned above) everything that I'll explain will make your way change ..I have been a part of this whole journey alone and it will continue till I get my self as a person I visualised..There is really alot to share with u all ..And as always I hope my these little experiences will shape your your life positively and will help you in evolving.
An introvert to an extrovert!! Urgh!A way tooo dredful journey..A disappointing one sometimes..But at the end it's really worth it .
After passing out 12th class .. Someone attending not any coaching ..Not taking any drop ..And direct jumping to a medical college! Trust me it seems very unfamiliar to the society ..But was normal to me since I decided to do so..
I'm pursuing BDS from a college in lucknow.
Now, as you all know ..An ambivert ..The insecurities..The anxiety..Lack of knowledge.. Experience..And all that shit ..
And yes shit happens !But this was really a turning point in my life and I really needed that .
So,coming to the college ..Living in a college , studying those huge books was really not so complicated for me ..the only thing that always pissed me off was my so called "anti social face"..Or "ambivertness"...Or a "less friendly behaviour"..This really sucks ..
I have been the person who was always misunderstood as an egoist or "bhaukaali" (if I go that straight) ..In my school..Only because I was not so social..I literally didn't knew how to and what to talk ..In person I m most humble , helpful and friendly (only if u r too close to me😅) but yes I was MISINTERPRETED !
I made most of them realise about the reality but as everybody knows u can't change someone's perspective about you ..So I refused and stopped giving any shit related to that and decided that my college life will be lived by the different anshi i.e the evolution had to go really long ..I decided not to look back ..And be the person who is social ..An extrovert..Most open and friendly..
But as it is said ,it is easier said then done .
Presently I'm attending my college since 14 days ...And the level thatI have reached looking back to that early anshi .. Believe me ,I'm surprised..I'm proud.. I'm inspired..And I'm Happy.
In my starting days I was gifted by this bful universe with so called socializing..Or can say peopling.
This was really heart threatning to me .(funny,i know 😂) ..It was uncomfortable ..It was awkward..But yes i never ever gave up.I didn't allowed myself to leave or run from that situation..
Fake it till you make it ...No..
Face it till you make it ..i was tagged by the facts that "
kuch bolti hi ni h"..Nd all that shit .
But u know what i faced that ..i just smiled..And remebered this too shall paas!
The next day , boys apologised ..The point was.. until you are not so good friends or close to each other ..u can't and should not convey any toxic statement to a person u r meeting hardly second time ..
This all went normally ..
We always set a boundary for ourselves..The limit ..upto which u are capable ..And the truth is ,there is never any limit for whateveer the fuck you are doing ! Being an ambivert i had never imagined that i will socialise again after that taunting..Aur I will be able to keep my phone stick to the table and interact with them...Or I'll be able to crack jokes ..While sitting with the squad ..
And finally that I could perform in front of teachers and interns..Only in few days ..(although our practice was not so good) .
Life is what we make it .
On a happy note ..I will be sharing my experience till date in my college..In my evolving ..
In my coming blog 💛💛